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Violin by saintanj, literature

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Violin

Violin The moonlight shines Upon the weeping song of distress, For the wordless poetry Quickened by the bedeviled soul In a frenzied feverish pitch. The trembling hum Reaches into the depths where The echoes speak in melodious rapture. Anguish, ecstatic anguish, Lulled by the thick, rich sound Bleeding out from the strikes of the bow. Such enduring pain is music which cannot die, Long after The violinist is forgotten.

writer's block by saintanj, literature

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writer's block

Writer's Block n. an inability to write irony. decay in thought. death in words. paralytic thought processes. passive breakdown. at a loss. oppressive walls. disquietude. presence of absence. absence of expression. expression of emptiness. emptiness in the great subdue. nothing. nothing at all. such insuperable weight that weighs nothing at all. transparent, impenetrable dark veils. incurable symptoms. self-healing disease. undefined definition. self-defeat. rid me of this affliction…

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Metafiction (stories within a story) by Angelica Ariaga Have you ever had a dream and said, "oh this must be a dream"? How do you know then that you're truly awake? I'm not quite sure how to relate to you this tale. But this is how it goes. I woke up to a cold morning in December. The brightness of the sky seemed in contrast with the soft, white, fluffy clouds that looked surreal and I thought, "oh I must still be dreaming". The clouds were pretty that morning, and I even had the urge to take a picture of it, paint it, or do something that would capture the dream-like moment. But then in the corner of my bed near my feet, I saw what seeme

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Apr 24, 2008

eternal abyss

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i envy your freedom. i envy your thirst. i envy how you are able. i envy the fact that you have a direction to take, and that you've tread it successfully. i envy your choices. i envy how you speak your mind. i envy the ray of sun in your art. i envy the shadow it casts. i envy the colors and the way they are put together. i envy your courage. i envy your fears. i envy your love and passion. i envy your triumphs. i envy your downfalls. i envy your youth. i envy every inch of you. you may not know it, but i wish your life were mine. not this unfamiliar abyss that is eating me from the inside. i love you, though you do not know me. but i envy t